The Official Winter Itinerary.

I AM OFFICIALLY FREE UNTIL FEBRUARY 2011. I don’t think I have ever been so excited to be back in Syracuse. I’m ready for change and to work fully on myself – it’s time I took some time for myself. This semester has been hell.  From a ridiculous amount of homework and club commitments to issues with guys and friends.  It’s about time for a break – perfect timing.

Therefore, I have a lot I want to get accomplished.  Everything is for me (yes, this girl right here).  Here’s an overview of the winter break:

1) GET QUERY LETTERS, SYNOPSIS AND MANUSCRIPT TO AGENCIES. Noon is a story that needs to be heard and recognized.  I’m determined to get it noticed and the next month and a half will be dedicated to that novel.

2) WORK OUT. Okay, this is everyone’s wish when out (or still in) school.  However, last winter break I went to the gym six days a week and looked damn good. I’ve gained some fluff back and want to trim down. Losing 5-8 lbs is possible.

3) FIELD PERIOD AT JOWONIO. This one I have no choice but to try to enjoy.  The only annoying part is I wont be getting paid for something I’ve done for years – work at early childhood centers.  However, I will do my very best work.

4) GET GUYS OUT OF MY HEAD. This semester has been a whirlwind of guy drama.  I’ve experienced so many ups and downs with guys that I’ve finally come to the point that whatever happens, happens.  I will not seek out anyone or expect anyone to seek me out. If someone wants to talk or hang out or whatever – so be it.  Yet, I’m not going focus on stupid guys when I can be focusing on my writing career. Like I’ve said, whatever happens – happens.

5) CONTROL MY ANXIETY/PARANOIA. This semester has shown me that my anxiety has upped itself a few levels to the point where it has frightened me. I’ve talked to therapists a lot since ‘the difficult years’ of high school, but this semester has brought me to scary points of anxiety that I hadn’t experienced since I was sixteen or seventeen.  To truly be happy and content with myself, I have to find better ways to control my anxiety.  This semester showed me that I still have work to do and I’m willing to walk right back into therapy if the need be.

 

With that all said… LET WINTER BREAK BEGIN!

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One thought on “The Official Winter Itinerary.

  1. I love reading your blogs an listening to what you have to say!!!!! I hope you have good luck in your goals and I can;t wait to read your book!!!!

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